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Twenty-Two birthday song
So, it seems i am twenty-two,
And yet I still feel like it's all new.
Drinking, smoking, I'm choking
On societies threads of life, What do I do?
Still I feel new to all of this
As the days go by, You ask me how i try,
to continue to be myself
Being positive is a negative,
My personality is nothing but a shelf,
collecting dusk, turning to rust,
Life is it's own self
And yet here i am working the same job,
Dealing with societies snobs,
But I'll continue to smile
holding back the bile,
Forcing myself not to flee...
Hopefully it'll be better when i turn twenty-three...
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Help
The despair,
Avoiding it is futile,
no matter where I go,
It's there.
I can't breath,
Drowning in this black abyss,
Silently screaming,
I am ignored.
Can you help me?
Will you help me?
Do I bother you?
Do you even want me?
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Comfort me, my dear insanity
I reach out my hand,For the help I need,
But all I grab is air, And I can feel my soul bleed,
My heart still beats, But I have become desolated,
Why do you ignore my plead, I feel so isolated,
The never ending tears, My endless screams,
Does anyone care, A terrifying dream,
Will you look at me, Will you acknowledge my existence,
My extended hand, pleads for any assistance,
I don't know who I am, I become desperate,
Clinging to the shadows, I become separate,
The real life is scary, a nightmare of reality,
My mental state changes me, Comfort me my dear loving Insanity.
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Numb it please
Swallowing it whole,
I wait for it to take effect,
Numbing the pain,
I start to fee relieved,
I need it to survive,
I need it to prove I exist,
But I soon grow immune,
The feeling goes away,
And the pain intensifies,
Breaking down,
I don't know what to do,
How does one continue,
With this agony?
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Insanity please
Describe my behavior, It's one simple flavor,
Insanity best suits me, I'm as free as I can be,
Care to take a tour, Go through the maze and open my door,
See what's inside, No need to run or hide,
Shall we entertain thee, In my brain you shall see,
Chaos and madness, Please ignore my sadness,
For I am not important, There is no judgement,
A mask I wear, The real me is rare,
Do you enjoy seeing this, Isn't my torment such a bliss,
Please do not try to assist, For I will surely resist,
I like my sad little world, Watch my mind get swirled,
No longer lost No longer found, Just bury me six feet underground,
Me and my delusion, Me and my illusion,
My hysteria, My dementia,
My psychopathy,
        My one and only Insanity
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So, it seems i am twenty-two,
And yet I still feel like it's all new.

Drinking, smoking, I'm choking
On societies threads of life, What do I do?
Still I feel new to all of this

As the days go by, You ask me how i try,
to continue to be myself
Being positive is a negative,
My personality is nothing but a shelf,
collecting dusk, turning to rust,
Life is it's own self

And yet here i am working the same job,
Dealing with societies snobs,
But I'll continue to smile
holding back the bile,

Forcing myself not to flee...
Hopefully it'll be better when i turn twenty-three...
Twenty-Two birthday song
Just a little something I wrote for myself today since it's my birthday.
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Going to live stream at 7pm. which is in one hour :D
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  • Listening to: people typing
  • Reading: Everything
  • Watching: AOT
  • Playing: darkest dungeon
  • Eating: frozen pizza
  • Drinking: tea

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LittleKidsin Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2016  Student General Artist
Thank you so much for the points dear! <3 ; v ; that was really sweet of you!
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NayaSelenia Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy B-day! :party:
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Theoddshipper Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2014
Hey do you remember me? I did a version of Pitch's Hell fire for Jack.
I did another song want to see it?
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EddyEzmo Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2014
QWERTYUIOP AAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMBBBBBBBEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRR :glomp:
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LadyNamy Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the +fav "+27.000 followers~ to C2ndy1c2d" dear!
I really appreciate it ^^! <3
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LivingWorkInProgress Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2013  Student General Artist
Thank you for the Fave on my BlackIce comic! <3 
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NayaSelenia Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy B-day! :tighthug:
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11KairiMayumi11 Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:party: Happy, happy birthday~ :party:

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ArtyThePuppeteer Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2013   Writer
Happy birthday ^^ 

here have a cake :3 

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GhostWriterV Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
happy birthday ^_^
god luck in ur future life ^_^
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JinSeoYeon Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2013  Hobbyist
thx for the fave~
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Shaylex Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Congrats on 2nd place! :hooray: For prizes, you may choose a sketch ROTG related of your liking and a chibi of whatever you want! Message me via note! Thanks! :heart:
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ArtyThePuppeteer Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2013   Writer
You have been tagged, sorry the tag-thingy told me to..

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Ka-ren Featured By Owner May 29, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the fav )
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ArtyThePuppeteer Featured By Owner May 24, 2013   Writer
come and RP with me? :3
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ArtyThePuppeteer Featured By Owner May 16, 2013   Writer
Hello :3
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ArtyThePuppeteer Featured By Owner May 13, 2013   Writer
Back online ;3
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Ka-ren Featured By Owner May 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the fav )
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ArtyThePuppeteer Featured By Owner May 11, 2013   Writer
still alive?
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ArtyThePuppeteer Featured By Owner May 10, 2013   Writer
sent, I hope you got it
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ArtyThePuppeteer Featured By Owner May 9, 2013   Writer
Hey :3
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ArtyThePuppeteer Featured By Owner May 6, 2013   Writer
Hey, I am on now, finally sorry if I left you waiting
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Ka-ren Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the fav )
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punjabAttack Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks a bunch for the fave!
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Dariahn Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav<3
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