How long until you become Just like me?I hear it call my voice,How long until you become Just like me? by ~Envy-You
I see it watching me,
I know its there,
Why don't you?
It follows me constantly,
repeating my name.
It hides in the shadows,
Never revealing it's self.
I am never alone,
No matter how much I beg,
It will forever be my companion.
"What do you want with me?"
"Why can only I see you?"
"When will you leave me alone?"
"How long until my sanity breaks?"
The Nightmare Queen: chapter FiveThe Nightmare Queen: chapter Five by ~Envy-You
Kindergarten, My first time being in a different environment away from my family. And yet, I wasn't scared. Fear wasn't something that I felt towards anything, because I never had a reason to be afraid. What was there to be scared of? My mom and dad were always there for me, even if they weren't around.
"Have funny Mamer." My mom said as she gave me a kiss on my head. She had work today, and she told me that I would be at my father's house tonight. I didn't mind though, my mom had to work in order for us to survive. Even though my parents are separate, I know they're always looking out for me.
"Bye Mommy. I love you!" I said with excitement, as I was ready to roam this new terrain. With a wave to my mom, I dashed off to the playground, and instantly made friends with a few kids. I was having the time of my life, nothing could ruin my day. The next day was just the same, I was learning and having fun. A week went by, then a month. Everything was perfect for a little girl like me. Soon i
1. Are you single? No
2. Are you happy? Somewhat
3. Are you bored? yea
4. Are you naked? No
5. Are you a blonde? No
6. Are you moody? Just crazy.
7. Are you a lover/hater? Depends on the person.
9. Are you Irish? yes
10. Are you Asian? No
1. Name: Amber
2. Middle name: R.
3. Any birth marks: I have 3 heart shape marks
4. Hair color: Brown
5. Natural hair color: Brown
6. Eye color: hazel/brown
7. Height: 5ft 9in
8. Mood: Sleepy
9. Favorite color: Green
10. One place you want to visit: Paris, just to see the Notre Dame Cathedral.
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes
2. Do you believe in soul mates? Yes
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally? all humans get emotionally hurt.
5. Have you ever broke someone's heart? >____>" yes...
6. Ever had your heart broken? yes.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them? yes.
8. Are you afraid of commitment? No.
9. Who was the last person you hugged? My cat
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? either my mom or bf. >////< I LOVE YOU ADAM!
TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust? Lust
3. Cats or dogs? Dogs..
4. A few best friends or many regular friends? A few best friends. Jessica =w= Chu da best~
5. Television or internet? internet
6. Chinese or Indian? Indian
7. Wild night out or romantic night in? wild night if im single. Romantic night when im in a relationship.
8. Money or Happiness? Money. cause it can buy my happiness.
9. Night or day? Night. More calming. Yet its also the time i go insane.
10. MSN or phone? Neither.
TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out? Never had to.
2. Been skinny dipping? Never got a chance. Q^Q
3. Bungee jumped? I will soon.
4. Finished an entire jaw breaker? YESSSS
5. Lied to someone you liked? haven't we all.
6. Wanted an ex boyfriend/girlfriend back? No, never. kk thnx bye.
8. Cried yourself to sleep? Yes.
9. Cried because you lost a pet? Yes. For Shippo the fish and Momiji the bunny. My heart was broken when you two died.
10. Wanted to disappear? Yes.
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes? Both.
2. Light or dark hair? Dark.
3. Hugs or kisses? kisses
4. Shorter or taller? Taller
5. Intelligence or attraction? Intelligence. Gamer. Dork. Nerd. Adam <3
6. Romantic or spontaneous?both.
8. Older or younger? older.
9. Outgoing or quiet? I would prefer outgoing, but quiet is acceptable.
10. Sweet or bad ass? badass only in my animes. Sweet in real life.
TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd? Yes
2. Ever had sex? No.
3. Ever consumed alcohol? Yes.
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team? lol No.
6. Ever been on a dance team? Yes. for church. (never went back to that church)
7. Ever been on a sports team? no. i dont like having someone tell me what to do.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production? Been in quite a few.
9. Ever kissed the same sex? Yes
10. Ever been in a rap video? Ew, god no.
1. Last phone call you made? Adam
2. Last person you hung out with? Adam.
4. Last time you worked? last night.
5. Last person you tackled? my animals.
6. Last person you IM? so many people on skype.
8. Last person(s) you poked: no one.
9. Last thing you missed? total drama villains vs heros
10. Last thing you ate? McDonalds
LAST PERSON TO
1. Sleep beside you? Cat and Dog.
2. See you cry? My bf. i do not like to cry in front of people. If i cry in front of you, you are special to me.
3. You went out to dinner with? i dont remember.
4. You talked on the phone to? my dad.
5. Made you laugh? Everyone on skype.
WOULD YOU RATHER
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? ear please.
2. Be serious or be funny? I'm a funny person. So i've been told.
3. Drink whole or skim milk? Neither. I cant stand the taste of milk.
4. Spend time with your parents or enemies? :U parents for the fun. Enemies to ruin there life.
1. Simple or complicated? to everyone i am simple, but i actually have dark things about me that no one knows.
2. Retarded? I'm intelligent, but im not the type to show it off. People call me "stupid" because i allow them to think they are superior. Trying to help boost someones ego.
DO YOU PREFER
1. Flowers or candy? Candy. Candy.
2. Gray or black? Black. love to wear it. Makes me feel a lot more comfortable.
3. Color or Black and white photos? Depends on the photo.
4. Sunrise or sunset? Sunset cause thats when I wake up.
6. Staying up late or waking up early? Staying up late.
1. Do you like anyone? Yes.
2. Do they know it? of course. We are dating.
1. Nervous Habits? Biting my nails, throwing my hands everywhere, doing random sounds.
2. Are you double jointed? No.
3. Can you twist your tongue around and roll it? no.
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? Not really.
5. Can you cross your eyes? Yes.
6. Do you make your bed daily? No. I sleep on a couch.
1. Which shoe goes on first? the right.
2. Ever thrown something at someone? Yes.
3. On average, how much money do you carry with you? in cash, prob 80-100. in bank. WOOOO not gonna tell.
4. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? i just spoonful it.
5. Have you ever eaten Spam? Not yet.
6. Favorite ice cream? Rockey road.
7. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? 4-5. For just me and my mom.
8. What's your favorite beverage? Ginger ale, root beer.
9. Do you cook? Yes. I can make simple meals, and i can make big extravagant meals. But i can not make hamburgers nor pancakes.
1. Last Alcoholic Drink:-no comment-
2. Last Car ride: Home from work.
3. Last Movie Seen: Cable guy with adam.