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So i just learned how to live stream, and I was planning on Livestreaming Battleblock Theater because why not. I will be streaming with my friend Dax. Watch if you want, I'll probably being dieing most of the time. don't expect a walkthrough cause usually I don't know what I am doing.

www.twitch.tv/envyyou

So I hope to see ya there. Will be chatting in the comment box on my twitch
  • Mood: Welcoming
  • Listening to: bbt opening
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: BattleBlock Theater
  • Eating: tacos
  • Drinking: tea
I reach out my hand,For the help I need,
But all I grab is air, And I can feel my soul bleed,

My heart still beats, But I have become desolated,
Why do you ignore my plead, I feel so isolated,

The never ending tears, My endless screams,
Does anyone care, A terrifying dream,

Will you look at me, Will you acknowledge my existence,
My extended hand, pleads for any assistance,

I don't know who I am, I become desperate,
Clinging to the shadows, I become separate,

The real life is scary, a nightmare of reality,
My mental state changes me, Comfort me my dear loving Insanity.
Swallowing it whole,
I wait for it to take effect,
Numbing the pain,
I start to fee relieved,
I need it to survive,
I need it to prove I exist,
But I soon grow immune,
The feeling goes away,
And the pain intensifies,
Breaking down,
I don't know what to do,
How does one continue,
With this agony?
Describe my behavior, It's one simple flavor,

Insanity best suits me, I'm as free as I can be,

Care to take a tour, Go through the maze and open my door,

See what's inside, No need to run or hide,

Shall we entertain thee, In my brain you shall see,

Chaos and madness, Please ignore my sadness,

For I am not important, There is no judgement,

A mask I wear, The real me is rare,

Do you enjoy seeing this, Isn't my torment such a bliss,

Please do not try to assist, For I will surely resist,

I like my sad little world, Watch my mind get swirled,

No longer lost No longer found, Just bury me six feet underground,

Me and my delusion, Me and my illusion,

My hysteria, My dementia,

My psychopathy,
        My one and only Insanity

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Envy-You
Amber
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Favourite genre of music: techno, musical, alternative punk
Favourite photographer: Charles Baudelaire
Favourite style of art: Emotional
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Wallpaper of choice: dark green
Skin of choice: dark green
Favourite cartoon character: Envy, Marshall Lee
Personal Quote: life is like a bitch,its something you got to deal with
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So i just learned how to live stream, and I was planning on Livestreaming Battleblock Theater because why not. I will be streaming with my friend Dax. Watch if you want, I'll probably being dieing most of the time. don't expect a walkthrough cause usually I don't know what I am doing.

www.twitch.tv/envyyou

So I hope to see ya there. Will be chatting in the comment box on my twitch
  • Mood: Welcoming
  • Listening to: bbt opening
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: BattleBlock Theater
  • Eating: tacos
  • Drinking: tea

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Hey do you remember me? I did a version of Pitch's Hell fire for Jack.
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Happy birthday ^^ 

here have a cake :3 

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happy birthday ^_^
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Congrats on 2nd place! :hooray: For prizes, you may choose a sketch ROTG related of your liking and a chibi of whatever you want! Message me via note! Thanks! :heart:
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You have been tagged, sorry the tag-thingy told me to..

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come and RP with me? :3
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Hello :3
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Back online ;3
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still alive?
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Hey, I am on now, finally sorry if I left you waiting
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